28.01

today i promise nothing much i want to write.

supper after work. rice with Masala Kentang.


breakfast. two pieces of Roti Jala with Kari Daging.


lunch at work. rice with Fried Brinjal, Deep Fried Chicken Skin in Spicy Pineapple Sauce and two pieces of Ngo Hiang.


Iced bandung at L.K Maju.


dinner with Sister Farhana family at my home. rice with Mee Goreng Pedas and Kerupuk Ikan Tenggiri.


why must i not telling any stories today. seems like a load of stories i kept within my chest. GOD.

let me start with a friend who cancelled her Kuala Lumpur trip one day before departure. reason cited, her boyfriend don't feel good about her leaving for Malaysia too long. i still cannot digest the excuse given. boyfriend? i wonder what happen if that boyfriend become a husband? girl you will be in a "birdcage". i knew i have no rights over you nevertheless i could understand how much love you have to sacrifice everything. thank you for all the trouble. and i do really hope it is not because your good friend unable to make it due to passing of her relatives which i am saddened with. the depart and the cancelled trip, my empathy to Siti Hajar. and Zu i understand there will be always next time but how many times do you expect our beloved Diva, Ning Baizura to get married?

my new found friend Alvin, back in Manila. i'm sure you are trying to be strong with the current things that goes through your heart and situation. i emphaty for you and your sister. losing a job that support your studies and two sister is very challenging. i prayed you wil get a replacement job soon. don't be lost, my prayer for you. Alvin please take your meal and don't get ill. i'm telling this not just for your goodself but think what would happen to your two little sister if you are sick? who will take care of you. don't take it too hard or think too much. again my prayer for you.

my dear little sister Farhana. life was not a bed of roses for you when you were young. i expected thing to change but it does not, neither do you. i wondered with two little prince and a little princess it seems life look so simple with words like "i totally forgot". it should not exist in your motherhood dictionary. you are a mother and don't blame your mother for pushing you too far and chasing you out of the house. i'm sorry i could only help with advise and a roof over your head for a night. i would not help if your husband concentrate on his PSP than the situation that your family unit is facing. the 'boxing game" is more exciting i guess but scoring highest point on his PSP does not win or bring anything to and for your family. you got to wake up so is Din.

dear grandma. i'm sorry to received the news that your elder sister is hospitalised for the worsen condition she is suffering from. her grandchildren that she loved too much is not doing anything. i'm glad that her abandoned daughter brought her to the hospital for treatment. i understood grandma that you were shocked to received such news that your sister will be amputated on her knee below. i'm sad too. GOD had planned all this and to HIM we seek guidance may this be a blessing in disguise. let the people whom had taken advantage on Nek Esah realised that things are not always for granted. i promised i would not want to turn away from you at any cost. i love you grandma. sorry i have to leave you behind for this few days. i would not be there to accompany you. i hope Uncle Roslan will wake up from his hypnotised world. smiled.

Zerr, the man who promised you to helped with your passport is not responsible. and the excuse the Indonesian Immigration given to you was not acceptable either. it was not a nice experience for you. making you wait to get a new passport seems like cutting a song album. i'm sorry for you. i hope the Immigration in Singapore will be nice to you but i cannot promise. we just pray.

sopi would like to extend his heartfelt thank you to Tom Ali founder of NingClix.Sg and Kanda Jaynar from NingClix Malaysia for your utmost help and support. Sopi loves you.

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